Mom said something through the texted that she never said it before, well she did something similar but now is different. I don't know if she read my blog trying to make me change my mind about her but I did say she is a kind person. Just worried it happens again that's all because it's been repeating itself.
She sent me this.
My boyfriend however got mad at me for not being rough to get what I want. The problem is that I am naturally nice even during my Birthday I pay everything. Anyway, I'm glad mom gave me my freedom. Good thing I don't have to live my life hiding in the world and when I have a child I really want my child to see his/her grandparents.
I don't know what's wrong with the world now. I blame the devils to ruins people minds, including me sometimes. Actually, I did prayed to God continuously telling him I know that I am a sinner but I hope he could help me with something. So mom, I love you since I was small but I try not to fail you even if without education. Just please don't feel embarrass to have a daughter like me, even I believe God himself is happy to have everyone as his children even if they poor or rich and he never abandon and forsake them.
My last post I wrote it because of heartbreak and anger so now I guess I can calm now. God, I asked this and I don't expect you to see through my blog but whoever read this blog will be my witness. Guide me through the hardship and hopefully I achieve what I want in the end and bless everyone, including the one who is reading this now. Thank you God. I seriously don't want to burden anyone but myself.
I felt like the girl in Brave now, like the ending just my mom's at KK and I'm at KL trying to find a living. I'm 22 years old so I better be wise making decision now.