My Awesome 21th

So here it is my 21 birthday!

I happily and sincerely grateful to those who be able to make it to my awesome birthday ever! At first planning for my birthday was hard and stressful because I only do what the people want and not what I want. The funny part planning it that my boyfriend and my pet-son got angry with me saying it suppose to be my birthday why am I planning a party that just for the people?

Honestly, I am the modest type and not the ego kind. But I dont care I just want to finish this quick since I already sent out the invitation. 

Taa-daa~ my pet-son been forcing me to be in my make-up gyaru form because he say he likes how I did my eyes and well deep inside of me wanted to wear it too. My boyfriend almost didn't recognize me and thought a stranger wave at him and that time was at CP. I was too happy and excited to even care what he thinks just punch him more and more when he say that I look pretty. Too shy actually, lol.

This is my boyfriend. My just recent been coupled for almost a week now boyfriend. Just broke up with my last one because he wouldn't want me back and it was partly my fault also but luckily he was around to cheer me up and was so friendly with my friend. We've known each other for 9 years and its kinda like those drama love movies which I kinda hated much but overall he finally confessed to me and we kinda end up together among the 9 years. At that time he was with his ex and he broke with her for me and not just that actually it's because his ex was a attention seeker and don't know much about love so you could say it was a waste being with someone like that.

Yay yay~ family picture hehe..

Continue with my birthday . . we first began to go to Amp Square in Suria Sabah. Everyone was staring at me and there's 2 side of me which one is being a bitch that says "Oh yeah I'm awesome and you can't find any girl like me" kind and the other part is quiet and shy saying "Why are they looking at me? I feel so ugly . . I feel like crying". I just pretend don't care and think of it as a normal thing.

This is the people that able to make it for the Karaoke and also there's a girl there which was the one who took a picture of us. We had so much fun and this is when that my pet-son (in green) gave me a present which was a cute purse and winged necklace and it was so cute!

Bf became like that because he is drunk with beer (he's so weak in alcohol. Psft :P ) So, after that 5 hours in the room it's time to go to FullHouse to eat and also cutting the cake! :D

See how happy I am with my 2 men <3 Haha. Oh and this been taken by my son's Ipad.

Finally met my Bf's K-mom and her son and cute little daughter. Before meeting them I was very nervous because my Bf said that she can see the future and can read a person's face. I scared for failing and in the end while meeting them she said this straight from my face.

"Finally you met someone who can take care of you" She say it to my Bf.

My heart was pounding so fast that I thought it be something negative. It's true I wanting to take care of him because before even meeting K-mom I said this to him that "It's like we meant to be with each other". Sadly, they have to go so soon and I'm just grateful that they came just to wish me Happy Birthday and also gave me a present which was a bracelet. 

Look how awesome we are. My zombie boyfriend is soooooooooooo zombiefy. Oh forgot, the one who recommend this Fullhouse is my son and he pick the place that matches my dress. YAY!

Our son asked us to model Lol.

I preferred this shot more better.

This one is cutting the cake. My sister who is at KL that couldn't make it to my birthday said it looks like an engagement ceremony lol.

Kinda like this picture a lot though. My son really do know how to take picture haha.

The next place we went was Jesselton Point for Shisha. Which was my first time FYI.

I smoked too much Sisha until I got a hangover. Damn, and you say drinking beers and alcohol was worst. Btw, Norma treat us cheesy banana heheee~

After puking at the alley with my make up still there thanks to all night saphora spray.. we went to a pub because my childhood best friend suddenly ask me to go so badly at first i dont know why and I felt really sick and wanting to go home but instead we went la since everyone wanted to have fun.

Met a really hot babe there and she ask me what song I want since its my birthday and I say later and ask her for a picture because she was the first pub girl who talk to me and also prettiest haha.

So that's the night of my birthday, it was a blast! I'm glad to be making this party and people who attend <3 Love ya guys~

Going out during Dateline

Another one month in KL and Hello Sabah. I miss home, seriously need to get out of this stress. I think I like being lay back than doing work but I know that I must not get use to with this habit. It's making me more lazy.

Today going out with Catherine and we shop like a mother fucking bitch! Seriously I think today we spent so much until bankrupt. LOL.

So we went to KLCC first because I needed to buy something for a friend back in Sabah (don't forget pay me back if you reading this blog haha). Anyway, that's not the only reason why I want to go to KLCC. There's this small bakery shop located inside the Food Court that I've been dying to try since the last time I've been there but was too busy rushing and got no time to even try it . . . but now . . eating this food that's been made by God was godforsaken good!!

I recommend you guys to get this Chocolate thingy whatever . . . I actually forgot the name of this pastry but if you want to know which one I was talking about. . . it's the long one which is my favourite XD . You can also try the others but . . . mehhh (Oh my english sucks xD). Shyt, I want to eat it again! Don't care if getting more fatter I just want to taste the goodness inside my mouth again. Even writing about it now makes me feel like going there now, wtf . . . but next time. Now have to tahan myself. As every typical malaysian would always say . .  "Sabar sabar"

Catherine's also bought for hers. She bought egg tart and I wish to try though but was too full. haha her expression~

We then like use the link bridge to KLCC - Pavilion. It was a long walk (a lazy person way of saying). Damn, should have wore a baggy T-shirt that time because seriously walking through the link bridge was damn hot! and beside I look so fat wearing something tight anyway.

While finally reaching to Pavi was thought of going to watch a movie but seeing there's a lot of people on a Sunday and not much good movie now. We cancel loh and went straight to Tokyo Street instead.

Saw someone's photography been shown at Tokyo Street and I think it's Danny Choo's but he wasn't there though. He was la but I didn't know that he going to come to Tokyo Street for his event. I thought he only came to KL for the AFA event ? (which I didn't go because no friend to go with, plus real busy with assignments)

I can't explain why I like this picture so much ? I just post it only la :3 .

Fake Sakura.

Haha's Danny's work but he's not there. *sad*

At Tokyo Street we sorta buy something at Daiso and I even bought something in S&J for someone's special. Hehe. Was hungry and we went to the Pavi's food court.

It's new for us being here and we never even eaten here before. A bit scared because we gotten use to with Sushi King and it's price. Seeing the menu and all seems pretty affordable for our kind la, lol.

The sushi there tasted great! (better then that stupid SAKAE SUSHI..!!) and taste more better when apply the ginger on it~ yums!

It's flat cause' the rice fell off. huhu T__T it's Cat's fault for being late taking a picture until it fall.

I don't know why I eat so much until I thought the Sushi wasn't enough. Maybe I don't want to miss this moment because I know I won't be back for the next time cause' of assignments and all.

The curry tasted great also but was too full until couldn't finish everything. huhu. So I wasted Rm23.90 D: .

After eating, we walk pass through Farenheit to Sungei Wang to Times Square and XD walk back again to Pavi because we thought Sasa at TS would have the long lasting spray for make-up but no . . .  the only place I know that has it was at Sephora's but it cost like RM109.

So . . .

Just buy it la xD . . . beside, first time buying this expensive. It says it can last for 16 hours. I actually believe it because when I apply the spray on my hand and use the white eye liner. It's hard to even smudge it off.


Then since I'm there thought of buying what Michelle Phan's recommend or was it Buzbeauty ?

  
They say that Kabuki brush is a must so I buy for Rm69 :P . Yes, expensive.


Oh and I bought everything for like more than a hundred . . .!! 

I can finally get this eyeshadow+blusher palette thingy for Rm99. Original price I think about Rm126 ? So yeah, buy it while I got the chance. Hoho~!

I am also now a member of Sephora's. Can even get points at Singapore and not just Malaysia, woots! (ignore my worth nail))


Then before going to Times Square we stop by at this Chinese food court near Ferenheit. 

I love eating this ! :)

So then after that continue shopping and I guess that's all for now. I better be doing my work now. Didn't went to class because been doing nonsense while doing assignments until looking at the time it was too late.

Bbai~

Songkhla Beach | Thailand

We were at the famous white sandy beach in Thailand. First time seeing white sand and it's soft this, like normal sand but too bad though, it's HOT..!! like you stepping on hot steaming rocks! So even if I'm wearing my slipper, it still feels more hot because my slipper it's made out of wood :( .

But what to do, we just have to tahan only la. Beside, It's a once in a lifetime being there so enjoy the moment even if it hurts my feet :P .

Here is us. I only know the one at the back the rest (except my sister in white top) I have no clue who they are because I just met them but they good people and it's great to know them. . . I guess, lol >_> . Oh and the Beach also has it stories. There's 2 stories if I remember correctly la which is about The Golden/Bronze Mermaid Statue and The Cat & Mouse Statue. Listening the stories that been told by our Tour Guide seriously makes me hard to believe it's real. I mean fairy tale are for little kids and yet deep down in me felt really interested to know more, so I listened until the end.

The Golden/Bronze Mermaid Statue

A long time ago, there was a beautiful mermaid who rest near the sea shore of Laem Samila. She was sitting on top of a rock resting while combing her long beautiful hair. Then a young fisherman suddenly saw her and when she noticed, she got frightened and fled back into the sea. 

I think my Tour Guide said something about she drop her comb or something and the young fisherman kept it and waited for her to come back until he gotten old. I guess it must be love at first sight? It's really cute though hearing someone that could really wait for you that long, even if you never met that person again :) . So when he realize he gotten old he really don't want to forget that mermaid so as a remembrance he made a Statue of her out of Gold ~loved~ .

There's also another funny related story about this statue. The stories I tried finding inside the internet it's not the same to what my Tour guide told us but I tell you anyway.. she say if you touch the Mermaid Statue's BOOBS what ever you wish inside your heart will come true! WTH.. !! Now that's a story.. !! Who would actually do that and what's more.. 

Only and Idiot would believe this . . -____- " 

So . . . . . . . . 

. . . What the Hell~ . . I gave it a SHOT! 

Since the Tour Guide mention about if someone wish for getting married it will actually come true. So I wish that my boyfriend propose me and we get married. I laugh at myself as if that would happen. I know my boyfriend would never talk about marriage that fast even when I jokingly brought up that topic XD .

Then suddenly this year recently... shockingly BF ask me about he wanting to get engage with me and he seems pretty serious about it. He said he really wanted to with his own choice.. Wow == . Takkan what I wish for actually happening? So if wanting to know more about The Cats & Mouse Statue click on the link. Next stop is The Floating Market.. ! =w=

Here's an additional picture.

Here's my friends and his Mom. All of them are awesome! Hehe including the sporting mom :3 . Kevin (the white cap guy) starting to wishing already and that's his GF on top Queenie. Haha~

Here's a picture of Me with both of this siblings Roland and cute Rachel.  Creepy mermaid looks straight at the camera too.

After that had a nice refreshing, natural coconut drink.

It's damn goooood. =w=~ Hehehe.

Sawatdee Kah Thailand

This suppose to be posted last year but was too lazy to update my blog. So now don't know what change my mind. Seriously hated the feeling when I should be doing assignments and yet I'm here entertaining you people. Lol, no la kidding. So Thailand~ how can I describe my first time being there? The whether is the same as Malaysia and my friends say Thailand is the hottest place then I realize why I want to listen to someone who never even step foot in Thailand =_= .

By the way, the tour bus was my sister's boyfriend's parents who'll be transporting us there :3 . They like run this tourist thing and also hire a tourist guide from Thailand to guide us which we be seeing her in Thailand of course. Sigh, the feeling of being away from my boyfriend felt weird ;__; because it be hard contacting him since there's no DiGi line there. Actually I don't want to go to Thailand because seeing the day we be coming back, my class already started but my sister were like. "Oh it's alright you just be missing a day only in class" blah blah blah~

It's crazy because I remember I promise myself to be good in class but seeing the situation of having this "vacation" feeling makes me repeat the whole semester again! Lol! This is the thing that I'm really afraid of. I know myself too well until I hate when people start to force me and encouraging me to go there =_= . Not regret to go there la but regret about my studies. Alright enough talk about College.

So our first destination to visit was at this Zodiac Temple which I have no clue where, next time when I go travelling again I will keep update on the places I go. The place looks very old and it's on top of a mountain and Russell's(my sister's bf) dad luckily knows how to drive up like a pro. Seriously, I thought I'm going to die @@ and fall off the cliff ~touchwood~. There's not much things I see that caught my eyes there though (I'm use to seeing temples in Malaysia) except this mouth of the Dragon la and also the view is quite nice.

Seriously I've been exploring alone while being there (because my sister is with her friends, my mom is with her new friends and relatives and as for me I'm with my Nikon D3000)

Also they all asked me to take a picture of them since I got a DSLR Camera.

So I got fed up being their Photographer I then went up the Dragon's mouth to see the other side and I kinda felt regret not passing through the mouth earlier because I mostly wasted my time exploring the unattractive stuff.

I found like the most awesomeness place ever! This is my first time seeing such beautiful detailed dragons! Seriously if I have a fish-eye lens I could show you guys the whole statue but no matter how far I go behind just to take the full view, I still couldn't take the whole picture >< it's too big! So I just find a good angle to take la.

Damn it's just so beautiful it made me want to cry ..! Something like this you just can't find in the internet. Even the little kid in me who been inspired by Lara Croft to discover the unseen came true ヽ(*≧ω≦)ﾉ. It's sad I couldn't be there long because I have to go back to my tour bus with the others T__T that's why I regretted and wish I could continue going up the path and take more pictures.

Next place we go is Dinner ＼（Ｔ∇Ｔ）／. You don't know how happy I was when hearing those words. Still have to tahan in the bus for few hours to reach Hatyai, I mean I tahan since the first I set foot inside the bus. Thought we going to stop somewhere and we did la at this mamak shop and McDonald but that time but not that hungry and I need to take care of what I eat. As in not eat too much so I wont get fat =_= well after the Thai trip. I tend to eat more so kinda a waste of my time. Could've eaten more while I was there.

Seriously the local restaurant there is damn nice eating their food..! Taste like home huhu T__T I mean Sabah. Why kampung place must have nicer food than the cities? And seriously the Tom Yam is god forsaken GOOD..! The best one is seriously at Thailand the origin of the Tom Yam. Ohhhhhh (」゜ロ゜)」 the saltiness and spiciness just seriously hit the spot that I want moooore! huhu~

This is the view outside my Hotel Room. I know it's not much but I can see the whole city. Hehe~ So tomorrow that tiring day going to the Beach!

Advice for Eczema

So now I be showing a RANDOM picture of mine.

To be honest, I cheat my skin here by using Photoshop. That's the only thing I touch up okay, I didn't even use anything to re-shape my face or body. I have a bad skin condition and I think it's eczema. Seriously, been suffering from it for almost a few weeks or so but it started to get better and I don't even have to go to a dermatologist for advice. Oh btw, this picture is after when I start to figuring out how to cure my face that's why it's easy to Photoshop but before that . . well I'm too afraid to look myself in the mirror already lol.

This is my symptoms or the things I feel on my face:

1. Face feeling tight
2. Painful to smile
3. Rough surface 
4. Feels like got an extra layer of skin
5. Hard to pinch out pimples
6. Looks darker than your original skin colour
7. When the sun touches your skin, your skin turns red
8. Feels like scratching your face
9. etc etc. (find more resource in the internet) 

So I be sharing with you guys on how to cure eczema or whatever :D (I won't show you my picture of when I haz ze eczema lol too embarrassing later viewers to my blog wont come back).

How long did my face starts to show improvement?
】 Surprisingly! (ﾉ≧∀≦)ﾉ it's only been less than a week! Ohsumm huh?! （＾∀＾）



First, make sure to know your own skin type (important!) and if you don't know your own skin type then good luck in finding out on your own. For my case I see the product cream/lotion/face wash/etc I use and if I use and suddenly it starts to irritate my skin I throw it straight away! because it's really bad to keep it if your type of skin is rejecting it. If to know whether or not it's good for you, obviously it wont irritate your skin la. Oh and my skin type is "Sensitive & Dry".

Second, maybe this is only good for the people who has the same skin type as mine but you could try if you want but if it doesn't show any improving result by the next few days then I'm sorry in advance. So anyway, buy "VASELINE" . You can find this product at a local store such as Guardian, Watson or any normal shop if they sell any. I apply Vaseline on my skin because since my skin is dry I need something to moisture it. So after washing your face with the right face wash (for me I use Apricot Scrub Gentle for Sensitive Skin, bought this at Jaya 33, Petaling Jaya).

】After a shower use tissue to pat your face until dry and if you don't like using tissue make sure to use a clean towel and use the same technique by patting your face gently. For me I use tissue, it's more cleaner and you can throw it afterwards. I buy everything in Guardian because I trust the place more. 

】So after you apply the Vaseline on your Face. Don't care if you see the picture to apply on your mouth, arm or whatever. Just apply it, your face is still a skin. lol! after applying on the areas you think that feels rough then you wait for a few second or minutes. Make sure to put a lot until you feel your face all slimy and stuff. 

】Don't wash it off. Instead you use a cotton wool and wipe off the Vaseline and make sure you scratch your face (yes you heard me) then look at your cotton wool, you will see your dead skin/dirt been peeled off. So do this until you satisfied but take note that not all of the area of your skin will going to be peel off easily in a day, remember that. That's why it will only be okay for like a few days or after a week if you keep using my method. Then you feel like your face will get less tighter than before.

】Almost forgot after washing off your Vaseline and pat it dry. Spray using this Orange Blossom & White Lotus Moisture Mist  from My Beauty Diary. Also can be found at Guardian.

Third, drink a lot of water in a day. Force yourself even if you hate water. Always use an umbrella if your going out. Do not let your skin be near the sunlight if your still having the problem. Make sure to wipe of your sweat too. Sweat is like... dirty. Don't be too stress too it also can cause bad to your skin like example breakouts. Lol. That's kinda it . . you could still find more in the internet if you feel your not that satisfied.

FYI, Just to remind you all I don't have the flawless skin but choosing the right foundation/concealer for you help sometimes to cover the imperfection XD but I only try to avoid this kind of problems. :)

Good luck. :3

Stress ruins the mood

I have no much time left and yet I still dilly dallying with personal stuff. Got scolded by the worst lecturer I've ever known and I jokingly called her Satan's wife. I know it sounded too much but I hate it when someone like her just look down on student and if this is her way of telling us how the business world will be treating us. Well :S we haven't reach to that stage have we?  She just don't get with the generation of college student now. When someone got scolded terribly and purposely embarrass him/her in front of the whole class who would want to see her again oh = =?

I hate it when people do this. Even other lecturer is not this bad and even if they are at least not sampai the level of being a bitch. Caus' of this seriously makes me not mood and because of that also I not even have the mood to layan my boyfriend.

Even screenshot and crop my list of to-dos. You think I could actually finish this before this few weeks? (；￣Д￣）but I have to try lah this time since it's almost going to be semester break and unfortunately have to tahan with her nagging also if ever I see her in the next class.

Distraction always keep me being stuck in one place like facebook, tiredness, chatting, etc etc. Also I haven't been contacting my parents since. Only like 2 or 3 times for this few months lol, which probably starting around January? . . . Yeah, so I've been real distracted until forget about the real things in my life. Though I hate to admit assignments and passing my course is also very important for me -_- . Not just that I've often been sleeping late. I've now become nocturnal, no use writing being healthy in my resolution if I have the habit of doing assignments in the last minute. . . again.

Speaking of which. I should be doing assignments right now but and yet  (;¬_¬) I fail attempt to promise again.

Happy Palm Sunday.

Today is a blessed day because this is when Jesus enter Jerusalem and everyone there greeted him with palm. I know I may not be an active person at Church but I do love and appreciate what he done for us. That's why the church always makes a special day for his remembrance.

Randomly talk today,

Taken by me using my mom's phone. Samsung Galaxy S.. stunt to know she has this kind of phone when last time I heard she told her friends she rather use black and white normal phone because it's more convenient. Guess the crowd she mix up got to her head and she probably felt she was way behind the line.

Whatever, she wanted to go to this buffet at Hyatt which is near the sea side and it's really pretty though it's a small place in KK. Still its pretty xD . We went to the Nagasi if I remember the name of the place correctly.. it's a Japanese buffet my mind straight away becoming meme.. like...

Like no shit Sherlock! Who wouldn't want to miss this day.. I even purposely took a picture of Catherine's favorite salmon to make her jealous :X lol~ but I don't want to put the picture here, I only uploaded it at my album in facebook. I don't like salmon.

The food there is not bad. Had a lot than the one I take in picture.

The desert section is okay la also. Though I think I having a headache mixing it all up in my stomach. lol.

Nando's Art

So here's my Nando's art and doubt to win or having a consolation prize for this XD . I do it because its part of my assignments. So I bought the 3x3 feet for about rm78 something something and it's damn expensive =.= . I should have bought the 2x2 feet (which I know from the last minute) and I bet it be less expensive then the one I already bought. 

So my rational for this one is about a chicken travelling through the sea on a giant peri-peri because I see the history that Nando's has been famous around the world. I even jokingly said to friends that since it's about food I told them that the chicken and chili is in a giant boiling pot and that's why there's also a sun over there to show the heat. That's all I can say. :X